Saturday, March 13, 2010

Oh My final Table Bubble and Exhaustion

Full Tilt Poker Tournament #146033382 $15,000 Guarantee (Rebuy) NL Hold'emBuy-In: $10.00 + $1.00672 playersTotal Prize Pool: $18970.00Start Date: March 12 10:30 PM ET
Dear rubbarose,
You finished the tournament in 27th place.There has been $80.62 added to your account.
You have earned leaderboard points for this tournament.To view your current leaderboard points use the My Promotions button in the Cashier window.

Congratulations!Thank you for participating.

Dear SpreadicuS,You finished the tournament in 7th place. A USD 200.26 award has been credited to your Real Money account.

You earned 260.84 tournament leader points in this tournament. For information about our tournament leader board, see our web site at!Thank you for participating.

One night 9 hour session. At 3 am I stared at the computer completely dumbfounded. I had a final table stack in the 15k 10r on tilt and 10 6 person on stars. Out 27th in tilt 10r and 7 (FT bubble in 6 max). 9 hour session down ~200. Makeup around 2.4k. If this was 3 yeas ago I would have won borh tables in full domination.

My wife has lost her job next year and woke up this morning expecting that i had won both tournies.

She said, Why didn't you win? Why ae you playing? Your always used to win....

Blah Blah...

Now the money really matters and the love of the game must stat to truly turn into dollar signs and CONFIDENCE.